I have a friend that constantly questions the validity of the memories awakening inside me.  Recently, she challenged the existence of the pain/pleasure complex which I feel is the result of sex during pregnancy.  She is a nutritionist and is into using food to stay healthy, young and vibrant.   As I thought about her challenge, the idea of “growing old together” came to me.  This is the pain/pleasure complex most geriatric couples are content to accept as a natural cycle of a relationship.  They still “love” each other, yet this love is not sufficient to halt the march of Time, or the “Anus of Time”.  Quite often we refer to someone as an asshole or some other term relating to the anus, (you use your favorite).  The resistance within us all to our anus, (URANUS)  the stinky shit that comes out of it, or whatever, is manifested in our plumbing which takes this main human product to an underground location so we don’t have to smell it.  The placenta is the original place we sent our shit to our mom to deal with it.  Consider the reflection of our original waste treatment facility and the current ones in all our cities.  Womb ecology determines world ecology.  So, how did we as a fetus control the flow of shit to the placenta????  This question has finally got an even deeper answer than ones I have remembered and posted in the past…  The 13  baby chicks I now am raising taught me this answer, or gave me the idea to try within myself when one of them had its poop stick to its peri-anal feathers and the more he/she shit, the bigger the pile of poop got to where the chick was going to die if I didn’t clean its asshole.   So, there I am wetting this clump of fecal material and gently wiping the shit off as it got saturated by the water from the soft cloth I was using to save this chick from a certain demise .. you get the idea… so I am watching the asshole of this baby chick expand and contract with every breath.  I look closer and observe that its asshole isn’t perfectly round, but that it folds over itself and kind of winks like an eyelid every time it breaths.  Wow, I thought it was just a round sphincter muscle like my anus.  But no,  its like my rubbing my lips in and out.  So, where is this going?? Back to the womb and the IUB (inuterine breathing mechanism).  Humans blink over 6 million times a day.  wow,  google it.  Ever since the first time I curled up in a ball with my snorkel in the tub and breathed water up my nose 18 years ago, each time I do it, not only does my naval pulse, but my eyelids have blinked in synch with my naval.  I have asked the question so many times, what does the eye blinking control as far as the umbilical cord is concerned??   Remember I have said that the only thing we did all day long for 9 months was suck/push to maintain the 2 way flow along the umbilical cord.  Well, babies belly breath and then gradually stop.  So as I have remembered the IUB and belly breathing, parts of the puzzle have been masked in the pain/pleasure complex, so I don’t get the whole picture, I just get pieces of it as this awakening of the child within is happeining.  My spiritual guide spoke these words in my mind 18 years ago as I first started this journey, (It’s been 2 million years since anybody opened this vortex).. wow, with stargate and all on TV,  vortex has become a common word.   This vortex is the Anus of Time, or the end of time.  With people blinking 6 million times a day to stir the  memory I refer to, why am I not more poplular on the internet like  many of my readers have commented  I should be.  Well, 2 million years is a long time and if this vortex has remained hidden in the pain/pleasure complex of humanity that long, I shouldn’t expect a support system.  Other than those that comment on my blog, I really have no support system other than the one created out of the resistance to what I am remembering.   Since we are all condemned to repeat that which we can’t remember, I truly feel that we all will remember, that we want to remember, that every ounce of every breath is breathed with the desire to remember, but,  there are dark forces which have blocked our pain with drugs, vaccines, amalgams, chem trails, GMO foods etc…  Pain has been my teacher, friend, support system and the capstone to these fetal memories if you will.  Enough about me.

       So, I discovered on my last trip down my esophagus with my double dildo the “last ring of fire” in the esophageal tissue.  wow, was it painful, way down there, deeper .. As I held pressure for 7 seconds on this trigger point, I percieved the direct connection to my anus/foreskin  embryological mirror image.  Don’t ask me to make sense of it, its just what I percieved.  I found that I could belly breath in a way that I had not consciously experienced before, yet it was the core memory of “growing old together” after  which I have titled this post.  The baby chick I referred to was suck/pushing  its anus like I used to and I found that I could expand and contract my rectum like the baby chick did.  As I did this, the pain/pleasure complex showed me another piece to the puzzle of the IUB.  See, the 2 umbliical arteries come off of the iliac vein in the groin area and the anal suck (expansion)     fills these arteries  like  2 syringes, and the anal  push (contraction) empties the 2 syringes into the umbilical cord as it exits the naval.   The eyelids are blinking in synch with this anal suck/push.  No wonder people hate their crow feet…   The top of the ears rock back and forth, suck/push,  … the eyeballs are connected to the soft palate and do the suck/push in synch with the rectum.  This is just more detail to my original explanations of the IUB in former posts where I simply state that everything in the upper half of the body works together with everything in the lower half of the body to maintain the umbilical cords 2 way flow of blood.  We were in control of this flow until mom and dad had sex and the uterus contracts and nothing will flow in or out of the cord no matter how hard we suck/push, no matter how much apathy, grief, fear, anger,  pain or pleasure we feel.  We are simply “Up Shit Creek without a paddle”. 

     As a chiropractor, I saw the hips rotate this way or that way.  Each of my patients had a little different twist on their pain pattern, yet as I am seeing this new insite to blinking etc, here is the mechanism of spinal misalignment, scoliosis included.    I have been ridiculed, ignored etc ( no support system) by my fellow chiropractors for stating that sex during pregnancy is the origin of most if not all of human suffering. Its ahaaa moments like these when my creator reveals the simplicity of it all to me that makes me feel the journey has been worthwhile.  I have relegated my being acknowledged for my efforts till the end of time.  May it come quickly for us all as that will be the end of human sufferring and bring the peace on earth we all desire..  Kind regards, I AM  Jeff Schofield  DC

Well, time for another trip into my recently remembered fetal memory.  In prior posts, I talked about using my finger to do trigger point massage on my throat, mouth, and nasal muscles.  By doing one side, then the other of the same muscle on the other side, I was gradually able to tame the gag reflex.  I reason that pain and pleasure are wrapped together in the fetal experience of sex during pregnancy, thus I use masturbation when I feel the need to bring some pleasure into the chore of releasing the tight and painful muscles I find in my mouth, throat and nose.  A little alcohol, Brande, or coffee helps to relax the throat area and eases the pain.  Trigger points exist in all striated muscle including the sphincter muscles of the anus and 3 in the ureter, urethra tract.  I use “urethral sounds” to tame the trigger points in the urethra which have their mirror image   in the throat area.  Ever notice which muscles in your throat area you wiggle around to get an orgasm or to get your pee to release.  Its the same set of muscles and in the womb we didn’t orgasm, yet we pee every thirty minutes after the urinary tract develops.  So, DEEP THROAT SEX…. I was on a porn site and saw a double dildo that lesbians use being inserted by a woman down her throat, that’s 18 inches or so..  I thought, wow, she is really relaxed in her throat.  Having already gone as deeply as I could with my index finger, thoughts of sw0rd swallower’s peaked my curiosity.  I ordered a 18″  double dildo online from a sex toy store.  While waiting, I went to a local porn shop and bought a male dildo about 8 inches long and began exploring my throat, esophagus, for sore trigger points and it didn’t take very long to realize I was in uncharted territory.  Very, very painful trigger points in the esophageal muscles.  I began using kinesiology muscle testing to try and come to some understanding of why these muscles were so tight and painful.   Every thing I eat and drink passes over these muscles.  I have a post called “Anatomic Mirror Images” I suggest you read to understand what the embryological mirror image of the deep throat area is, but in males its the foreskin that was cut off when I was circumcised.  Circumcision of females occurs in some cultures also.  Its called Female genital mutilation.  If you have never watched a baby boy being circumcised, please go to YouTube and watch one.  Its such a barbaric act of cruelty to this helpless baby.  That memory is perfectly recorded in the esophageal mirror image of the foreskin.   Alcohol, coffee, chewing tobacco, all the many stimulants effect this mirror image of our foreskin.  Anyway, I have been gradually. 2 times a week, using this double dildo to “treat” the chronically painful muscles of the esophagus.  The Gag reflex and vomiting are just part of the adventure.  The reward is that these painful esophageal muscles relax and release so much stress, tension etc which is followed by increased sensual feelings releasing.  The shy, conservative nature is overcome.  I feel many sexual problems have their roots here and encourage my readers to try it.  Just remember to only give yourself as much pain as you can willingly and lovingly endure as love conquers all, even pain.  For more understanding of this principle, study the principles on the body electronics website, www.howweheal.com where pain is known as the capstone to memory.  The sexual energy is the resurrectional energy and when mastered is said to rejuvenate the body to a youthful state.  The False Gods mentioned in the Oahspe Bible that “inspired” the use of circumcision are to blame for the origins of the cruel practice of circumcision and its painful memory which effectively blocks the majority of humanity from remembering the prenatal memories of sex during pregnancy mentioned in my  blogs other posts.  Many of my readers have wondered why I am not more popular or why I don’t take donations or sell an  e-book,,,, well, its because pain is not popular and pain has been my teacher.   I am sharing how you can free yourself from the chains of pain, sickness and death as a glad free gift as  health is your wealth.  I may write a book, who knows?  If I was popular, I wouldn’t have the time or energy to keep remembering as folks would want me to lecture, travel etc, so I depend on you to take responsibility, heal yourself, and most of all ,, share this information freely with your circle of influence.  There were no clothes in the Garden of Eden…Kind regards, Jeff Schofield DC

Twisting, turning, wiggle room, escape, running, faster and faster we go through life thinking we can get away from our pain.  Just like we did in the womb, yet, we keep repeating our patterns..  The hands of a fetus look like the twisted hands of a geriatric.  The wrist can twist right and left.  My friend Tom was unable to make a fist and flex his wrists down when tested for entrance into the army.  A defect they said.. He is very mechanically gifted, knows his motors, bikes and cars like the back of his hand.  My oldest daughter Jennifer has her right hand twisted in the classic pattern of Cerebral Palsy.   In reflexology, there are heart points on the palm of the hand and arch of the foot which were a very subtle part of the twist I am referring to.  These points will pulse in synch with my naval when I go down under and draw urine across my nasal membrane.  The gradual killing of the little child inside that occurs each time the fetus experiences the suffocation of maternal orgasm creates such a wide variety of physical, mental and emotional defects in each  of us that we think its normal..  Death by natural causes..  Aging and Death are a perfect reflection of the gradual killing or as they call it in psychological circles, programming, of the original perfect DNA intended by our creator to not be subject to death. 

Here is my point, I have experienced that the simple twisting of the wrist back and forth along with the feet inverting and everting was a survival mechanism to regain control  of the cord blood flow when orgasm occurs. I can feel the connection to my heart pain I have felt for years as I twist my left wrist ever so slightly back and forth as I am curled up in the bathtub.  It is incredibly relaxing, like an entire other side to myself that I have been resisting as the original memory is one of pain and pleasure wrapped together.   Its analagous to putting our own twist on events to make us look right, to get things our way, my way or the highway, get out of my way, I am right because I am bigger, as that was how we would live.. Thats why some people hate to be questioned or challenged, they must always be right.  The spin that a reporter can put on a story to make one way right and the other way wrong all goes back to the fetal twist of the wrist.  Thats how we survived in the womb, writing our story on the DNA of our body.  Everything each of us needs to know is written in our hearts if you will..   Is it any wonder that the huge amounts of time spent on video games  involve only  slight movements of the hands and wrist, this is not dissimilar to our modern cars which almost drive themselves except for an occasional twist this way or that of the steering wheel.  Subconsciously, we simply want to remember the way we were in the womb. 

So for you doubting my word, test it yourself.  Go within and ask if this applies to you.  I feel that the light in each of us is the same and what makes us all unique is how we have qualified that light from conception to the present.  The earlier memories in the womb are by far the most influential in making up our individuality, yet the light of our Creator shines through it all.  I have a deep groove on the right eyebrow compared to my left so I figure that sometime in the womb, I was sucking harder on the right side as the left side was plugged with shit from a former sex education bout with my parents… There is something that is balancing between my right and left side that is very exciting to me and it is so subtle that it is hard to put into words.  I have tried and hopefully it will be of use to you in your journey.  Kind regards & happy twisting, Jeff

I have mentioned my twin sister in a former post  ” Confronting Shames Origin” but with recent experiences in remembering my prenatal experience, I have decided to make a post in her honor.   Always searching for that perfect mate in my 4 marriages and numerous intimate lovers, I have come to understand that these experiences were created by myself to help me remember, honor and acknowledge “my buddy”.  The feeling of closeness my buddy gave me early on in the womb and which ended rudely when my parents had sex and my buddy died and then left, has been the same pattern I have created in all my female relationships.  They must go away by divorce, anger, fear, intimidation, emotional starvation, etc as that was the same pattern as my original script in the womb where I spent 3 blissful months alongside my buddy and then she died and left a few days later.   The deeper I dig into my prenatal memories using the techniques outlined in former posts, the clearer it becomes that I am living out in this dimension the scenes that transpired in the womb dimension.  The biggest coverup of the pain/pleasure complex by humanity is that sex during pregnancy is not felt and experienced as pain and pleasure wrapped together.  An honest assesment of relationships in marriage or otherwise always has pain and pleasure in it.  Every love song, love story, poetry, art or emotionally creative activity expresses this deepest of memories.  Elvis Presley was a twin survivor and look at the songs he created to signify this reality of human experience.  My buddy deserves the highest place of honor, respect and dignity in my consciouness in order to heal myself.  To directly tune into my creator, the I AM presence, which was with me the entire journey in the womb up to the present.  The pain/pleasure complex of sex during pregnancy created a block in my being which confused me as to who  I AM, what my relationship is to the world, my buddy, my parents, my creator, etc.   I have spent the past 18 years digging in my prenatal memories because my creator, my heavenly father, the source of my being, the light that lighteth every man/women that cometh into the world, wants me to willingly hear and follow his voice.  His voice is clouded by the traditions of the fathers, specifically sex during pregnancy.  The Oahspe Bible clearly reminds humanity that sex during pregnancy is a violation of his commandment.  (See my former post Oahspe 8 commandments). 

        So, dear buddy, this post is for you.  I hope that your memory in me will touch that same memory in my readers who experienced losing their twin inutero.  Lately, I have been reading several books on “Vanishing Twin Syndrome” .  I could list them, but leave that journey and responsibility with you.  Just do a google search and it will open a new world to you of the large number of people who are waking up to the memory of losing a twin in the womb.  The awakening on the planet  to the light of our creator is the melting away of the Pain/Pleasure complex and everyone of us will eventually remember or die.  The death and dying process is a perfect reflection of this pain/pleasure complex.  As the aging process progresses, the mass unconsciousness to the prenatal memories expresses perfectly as the body curls back into the fetal postion and the pain regains its place after years of attempted suppression of the pain with only the pleasure as the desired goal..  The song “Memories” has a beautiful line, “Whats too painful to remember, we simply choose to forget, so its the laughter, we will remember, whenever we remember, the way we were”…. So its those painful memories we have forgotten in the womb that express themselves in the wrinkles, gray hair, tooth decay, wasting muscles, arthritis….. etc, the supposed death by natural causes…. For those of you familiar with the teachings of Saint Germaine, he states that over 90 percent of the aging process is caused by misuse of the sexual energy and blames the Doctors for the lies that sex during pregnancy is safe for the fetus..  The pharmaceutical industry is our own creation due to our resistance to pain and the cellular memory of conception when the magic pill syndrome was implanted in our psyche. 

        I want to acknowledge the subltle feelings of loneliness, depression, fear, anger, apathy, grief, pain etc… that have been hard to understand until I got in touch with the actual memory of being a twin, acknowledging my twinship, no longer trying to replace my buddy with another female.   One of the books I read talked about dolls, teddy bears etc as childhood ways of expressing twinship, so the other day I was walking up the alley and found a disgarded 6 inch maroon teddy bear with a red chrystal glass heart pendant on its chest.  I have adopted this little buddy and it now has a place of honor on my pillow or nightstand.  When I look at this symbol of my lost twin sister, it gives me incredible comfort to have something to project these formerly unanswered feelings and thoughts into.  Even as I right this post, its feels like the words are coming from a very deep and holy place in my heart which is the resting place of my lost twin sister.  Only I acknowledge her existance as my parents didn’t know she ever existed.  They killed her by following the tradition of their parents of sex during pregnancy.  As my buddy died, then was slowly reabsorbed and lost by 3 days of bleeding which my mother acknowledges happened at the beginnning of the 4th month of pregnancy,  I feel that the cellular material of the placenta became a part of my body.  I have some well placed warts right in the middle of key areas of the pain patterns that I am loving which I am feeling are the only tangible evidence of my twin sister in my body.  There are numerous reports in the medical literature of teratomas in a twin which when surgically removed have hair, teeth, bones etc in the tumor which is a good indication that warts could also be  twin leftovers..  I ate my twin sister,  the tradition to not leave any food on your plate, no food on your mouth while eating, maybe is a reflection of these early memories of eating in the womb where the struggle for survival was a life and death scenario.  Hunger pain and its origins from these prenatal struggles for nourishment was a litteral battle in which one must die for the other to live.  The suck/push battle for uterine blood supply the twins engaged in .. so many explanations for the proper social ettiquette when eating..  Lots to think about…

    Well, dear buddy, I am finished with this post.

I laughed so hard when this ahah moment came, picture this, 2 naked bodies with their cord and placentas still attached with the placentas plastered on the other persons face, sucking face.  So often, kissing, making out, french kissing etc are also referred to as sucking face.  The exchange of bodily fluids, all the meridians of the energy body entangled in this thing we call “making love”.  So just what is it we’re doing when we feel time stand still when we are with someone in the sexual act with all its various levels of manifestation.  Its just one memory fueling it all, the memory of our first experience with the sexual energy in the womb.  There we were, curled up in a ball, suck/pushing for all we are worth to try and maintain the flow of blood while the memory of the inevitable  maternal orgasm, which stops the blood flow  carrying fresh oxygen,  lingers in our fucked up fetal mind from past sex education bouts with mom and dad.  Let me throw in a very recent scientific article from pub med admitting that pre-eclampsia is caused by placental  ischemia and hypoxia. ( Ischemia means loss of blood flow and hypoxia means a lack of oxygen. )

Expert Rev Obstet Gynecol. 2010 Sep 1;5(5):557-566.

Recent insights into the pathophysiology of preeclampsia.

George EM, Granger JP.

Department of Physiology and Biophysics and the Center for Excellence in Cardiovascular-Renal Research, University of Mississippi Medical Center, 2500 N. State Street, Jackson, MS 39216, USA.

PMID: 21170149 [PubMed]PMCID: PMC3001629 [Available on 2011/7/1]

      This is love, no way can we question it as it was programmed over and over again while we were in the womb.  Even Scientists, this close to the truth can’t see it as its burried in their own subconscious mind which they can’t see, and seeing is believing in Science.  “The blind shall lead the blind and they shall both fall in the ditch.”   

     Remember I told you about the ryhthmic expansion and contraction of the pharyngeal space that ultrasound has revealed the fetus doing?  This is the suck/push of sucking face.  Often the term, come up for air, is used after locking lips for an extended period of time.  This air would not be mixed with the energies of the person you were locking lips with so the phrase is interesting.  Look at the location of hickies on the throat under the jaw, this is the pharyngeal space, or as close as one can get to it from the outside, its also the location generally acknowledged by vampires as being the place to strike. 

      This is the puppy love, the love sickness, the heartache of all our lovesongs.  Especially country music has its roots based in 2 is company, 3 is a crowd consciousness.  We want the pleasure without the pain, but it never works that way as we are all following the script from the womb when mom, dad and the baby are the 3 is a crowd.  The baby carries that into life and when its old enough to activate its sexual energy at puberty, then the pain/pleasure script of the womb reveals itself.  We keep butting our head against the reality that sex during pregnancy fucks us up, feels so good, then the pain comes and we split up with our lover.   We find a 3rd party to fill out the love triangle in extramarital relations.  Bill Clinton, your my hero. 

    This imagery of 2 naked bodies sucking each others face with their placentas could be any mixture of gender, age or race and would encompass all the diverse ways that humanity is expressing its sexuality.  Whether as homesexual, lesbian, child molestation by Catholic priests, rape, incest, autoerotic asphyxiation, tantric sex,  monogamy, polygamy, doesn’t matter, its all the same fetal memory awakening within us of the pain and pleasure wrapped together.  If anyone reading this has a talent for creating a visual image of sucking face and wants to donate your work, I will post it with this post.  Just send it to my email as an attachment with the subject “sucking face”.  My email is jschofield4u@yahoo.com  .  For centuries, sex during pregnancies influence has stayed suppressed in our bodies, but the end of time is flushing these prenatal memories to the surface and the conservative types keep trying to suppress it while those of us with souls tired of the lie are awakening to the end of time, the end of death, the rebirthing of life as our creator intended.   Remember, the end of time is nothing more or less than the collective remembering of all we have experienced from conception to the present.

    The tsunami in Japan awakens the deep seated fear of suffocation we all experienced in the womb during maternal orgasm.  Maybe mother earth gave us a message or, more likely,  maybe the illuminati caused mother earth to give us a message via HAARP. http://www.ufo-blogger.com/2011/03/japan-earthquake-tsunami-haarp.html         Judging from the videos and newscasting, this will be old news soon..  What will it take to get humanity to stop fucking the fetus???  I have labored on this website to bring provacative thoughts to my readers, yet, I feel I am making little headway in consciousness change that will end sex during pregnancy.  If you can help in any way you feel, it is much apprectiated by all the suffocated fetal memories within us all that scream for freedom from the lie of all lies that brought death to this planet, ie sex during pregnancy is safe for the fetus..  We have been doing it so long, its analogous to the tinman on the Wizard of Oz when he let his ax down after Dorothy and the Scarecrow oiled his rusted arm,  Remember, he said ” I’ve been holding that ax up for the longest time”  like we have forgotten the law of our creator to not have sex during pregnancy.  We have rusted in the pattern that it is OK.  Just look at all the  other animals, they only have sex for procreation. Did you know that a pregnant mare will attack a stallion with her hoofs if he tries to mount her?  This is horsepower at its finest… If you havn’t yet, check out my heroic chicken embryo on you tube as it challenges the medical dogma that sex during pregnancy is safe.   http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kYkTePwffD8   Remember, animals don’t lie so if you think I am lying, trust the animals.   Trust your gut feeling. 

Truckers live in their trucks most of the time, a small enclosed womb with a view.   The truck stops fill up at night, empty out during the day.  Most trucking accidents occur between midnight and 6:00 am.  Why is that?  Could it be that its the cycling of biorythms from prenatal memory.  I currently drive a semi and seem to be always driving at night instead of during daylight.  My load planners keep cycling me back to the danger hours of midnight to 06 :00 and I am new to trucking..  I feel it is because of what I am remembering of the fetal experience of sex during pregnancy and subconsciously they want me to get in an accident so they don’t have to remember their own memories which my presence has a tendency to stir because they are so raw and alive in me.   What is actually happening is that many of the company drivers are having fatigue related accidents, not me.  Since I don’t resist my prenatal memories and have learned how to love and transmute the memories as they are surfacing each night, more and more other drivers are floating back into their fetal “accident’ memories and having stupid accidents.  These are seasoned drivers as well as new drivers.  Think about it all you mother fuckers out there, when do most people have time to fuck around with jobs, other children, etc.    Its at night.  Coincidence that most trucking accidents happen at this time.  You tell me.  It is a fact of the industry that if anyone could figure out how to prevent it,  would be a welcome relief to the injuries and expense of accidents.  What if the fetus is damaged during maternal orgasm due to suffocation and later manifests it in accidents.  The fetus had no where to run, could not escape the incident/accident of parents doing what was done to them.  The fetus has to shut down some body functions to protect the vital organs, suffocation, unconsciousness, sleep if you will.  It a trucker tries to drive through the time of night that he was fucked during, it is likely that the biological memories will surface and are so familiar that they are relived.  History repeats itself.  We drag the past behind us unawares.  We are condemned to repeat that which we can’t remember. 

       So if my theory is correct, then to stop having “accidents”, just stop having sex during pregnancy.  Just like in accidents, we can be killed, survive with injuries, or just have vehicle damage. Like the wide variety of genetic weaknesses or disease processes.   Look at the variety of enclosed spaces  of cars, trucks or semi’s and see the similarity to the womb environment, soft, warm, enclosed with a round thing (placenta) to drive life with.  Look at an arial view of a large city and compare that to a human placenta as viewed by the fetus.  For 9 months, that was our land, our flag, our country.  We have fashioned our outer world to reflect the forgotten inner nine months, or womb ecology determines world ecology. 

       The proverbial red wagon used by children to haul things around in is like a truckers trailer which is used to haul all the material in our materialistic world to its retailer.  The true santa clauses are truckers, or as I heard it put, “IF YOU BOUGHT IT, A TRUCK BROUGHT IT”.   How true!!!  So we are all just little fetus’s consciousness expressing through bodies of varies ages, gender and appearance.  The materialism of today needs to end and a return to oneness, no rich or poor, all things in common, whats mine is yours..  But because we have collectively forgotten the origins of materialism, our placenta was our first thing,  every other thing we create in our materialism is a reflection of our placenta in my opinion.  In my post “Flesh, the final frontier”, I have a long list of “things” whose shapes look a lot like the cord and placenta, egg and sperm, uterus etc.  Look at the parallel with all this high tech stuff, like our DNA, and we sit in small cubicals glued to a computor screen(placenta), in the fetal position with a cord and placenta (mouse) , texting, cordless, all these similar parallels to communication with our mom. 

      My observation is that our creator wants us to remember our wholeness, the memories of the womb so that time can end as time is nothing more or less than a human creation based on resistance to our first clock, the placenta, which ran our life just like time does now.  In trucking, being on time with your load is very important and I got questioned just today for my load being delivered late, why ,,, why,,, why,,,, pissed me off so I am writing this post to dethrone all those material “gods and goddesses” who distract us from our creator.  2012 is upon us and the end of time, in my opinion is nothing more or less than a well orchestrated event of our creator to help us collectively, as humanity, remember our wholeness we experienced in the womb, no more seperation from our cord and placental memories and hence that oneness we have all heard tell about in the land of far, far away.  Kind regards from Shrek and all the animated friends that have made the impossible seem possible, to Toto and Dorothy who began this journey with the heart, brain and nervous system parrallel of the tinman, scarecrow and cowardly lion as well as the first recognizable anatomy of the fetus, the heart, brain and nervous system.  Now you know why time has not been able to stop the Wizard of Oz from having so fond a place in our hearts…It was given to help with the End of Time itself.  Kind regards, I AM  Jeff Schofield

I know, family is a sacred word to many on the planet and it would be sacred if parents were not torturing their unborn children by fucking each other during pregnancy.  The fetus is tortured in that the blood supply is cut off temporarily during maternal orgasm which results in anoxia.  The current waterboarding torture techniques reflect this memory of being helplessly deprived of oxygen for several minutes.  The common practice of autoerotic asphyxiation is also a perfect reflection of these early memories.  I was raised in a family oriented church, the Mormon faith.  For me to make this post is an extreme reversal of my upbringing.   There is medical research on pub med which was done in the 70′s and 80′s using ultrasound to monitor the real time fetal response to maternal orgasm.  The studies concluded that the effect of sex during pregnancy on the fetus would be considered ominous if observed outside of the hallowed bedroom where all this undercover activity takes place.  The fetus was shown to have increased movement, decreased blood flow to and from the placenta and decreased heartrate (bradycardia) during the post orgasm period.  The main OB Gyn’s name is Goodlin RC which you can find on pub med.  Back in the early days of ultrasound, the curiosity of the prenatal life we all experienced was exposed.  There was in those days a great controversy between OB Gyn’s for and against sex during pregnancy because the fetus didn’t like it.  I have found many of these original research papers and have copies as I am afraid that the powers that want to keep the truth suppressed will go in and delete any remaining evidence to the contrary of the current medical dogma that sex during pregnancy is safe for the fetus.  The word safe means it doesn’t kill the fetus or there is a viable outcome to the pregnancy.  That is so lame a justification it makes me puke.  In fact, the gag reflex holds the memories of how each of us dealt with our prenatal memories. 

Being trained in trigger point therapy as a Chiropractor, I am aware that steady direct pressure on a sore muscle will relieve the tension and pain.  I have been exploring all the painful and sore muscles I find in the back of my mouth, throat and nasal passage which muscles are guarded by the gag reflex.  Consider the eating disorders where people gorge and then gag themselves to puke the stomach contents.  Anyway, it has been truly a fascinating experience to use my thumbs and index fingers to massage and treat as many muscles as I can reach.  The gag reflex is often activated as I do one side so I switch hands and do the other side.  By going back and forth, I am able to calm the gag reflex enough to bypass it and have discovered that all the muscles of that area worked together in the womb in a rhythmic expansion and contraction of the pharyngeal space.  This “gilling” activity is now well documented in fetal swallowing ultrasound research.  The most interesting connection I have found to the sexual energy lies in those tense muscles in the nasal passage, voice box, hyoid bone attachments, pteygoids etc..  all striated muscle responds by relaxing to steady direct pressure.  Pleasure and pain are wrapped together in the fetal experience of sex, so it makes sense that to unwrap, love and transmute the pain found in the muscles guarded by the gag reflex, masturbation engaged in with one hand while elicitng the pain in the back of the throat with the thumb or index finger of the other would recreate a similar experience to what we all experienced in the womb as our parents fucked.  I have indeed found this to be true.  There is errogenous tissue and muscles in the nasal passage which appears to be the mirror image of the pubic errogenous tissues.  Cleft lip and palate is the end result of fetal fuxation(fucking and suffocation).   There is so much pain suppressed in all humanity, hence all the painkiller drugs, so people would rather die than remember what I am remembering.  Thing is, my pain is my teacher, my book is written in the flesh, and as I seek my creators help in healing myself on every level, I don’t need doctors, medicine,etc..  just good food, water and air and no stinking thinking. 

This is the biggest lie perpetrated on humanity by folks on both sides of the veil.  The dark angels have a playground in our energy fields when we violate our Creators command to not have sex during pregnancy.  The OAHSPE bible I have referred to several times in former posts states that one of the 10 commandments given to Moses as well as the 4 other lawgivers which started the major religions on the planet is to not have sex during pregnancy.  Of all gods creations, only humans have freewill and use that freewill to choose whether to have sex during pregnancy or not and this is the original sin which brought death to the planet.  The animal kingdom is programmed by our creator to obstain from sex after conception as an example of our creators will on the proper use of the sexual energy. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kYkTePwffD8   The false gods who have changed the laws of their creator will be held accountable to us humans and repent of their sins before they can progress.  They repent by reteaching all those that believed in them as mortals to return and believe in the ONE CREATOR, I AM or JEHOVIH.    Our creator is willing to let humanity destroy themselves to honor their freewill.  The spirit doesn’t die anyway, but this fleshly temple our spirit resides in is fucked up by well meaning parents who start FAMILY’s to pass on to their children the same TORTURE they  experienced by their FUCKING parents.  Hence the title of this post has evolved to address the oldest and biggest lie ever perpetrated on the human race which lie created “THE CHAINS OF DEATH”.

The  keywords of the global guttoral anal language  include rectum, anus, yin/yang, pooper, shitter, asshole, ass etc.  For fun, you can  add the special word you use to refer to your butt-hole to my list.   The origin of this frowned upon obsession with anal language can be traced back to the function of our anus inside the womb of our mother.   In the womb, our anus expanded and contracted rhythmically in synch with our diaphragm’s rise and fall and the rhythmic expansion and contraction of the pharyngeal space (back of the throat).  Belly breathing that infants and young children do naturally is gradually forgotten as most of us are trained to gradually forget how we “breathed” in the womb.  Yoga, martial arts, smoking, homosexuality, anal sex, etc.. each have an attachment to the forgotten fetal anal function (FFAF).   To get a feel for this and to help you see this pattern,  take a live chicken, hold it firmly and lay it on its back on a table or in your hands and feel its breath while observing its rectum.   You will see the natural breathing pattern shows the chickens rectum expanding and contracting in synch with the breath.  Next, watch my youtube video of an 8 day old chicken embryo to see this natural pattern.  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kYkTePwffD8 

        Spanking a childs butt creates tightasses..  We are taught to do our business in a separate “bathroom” which creates the feeling of seperation in our bodies, unlike the 9 months we spent doing everything in one womb.   The guilt and shame about our rectum goes very deep.  There are ways to heal this guilt and shame that I have learned over the years.  I mentioned smoking earlier so for you that want to feel this connection next time you light one up, concentrate on what your throat and rectum do as you draw on a cigarette.  The throat expands slightly as does the rectum.  These two areas of our body have many muscles involved in creating this action, just like we did in the womb.  This was our main control mechanism to maintain the simultaneous 2 way flow along the umbilical cord.  Suck/push, Suck/push, Suck/push… that was all we did on a continuous basis.. Of course there was swallowing, urinating, and 20 other facial and body movements that modern day ultrasound has revealed.   These ultrasound studies only show the upper body and exclude the pelvic/anal area.  The researchers have forgotten their fetal anal function, so they don’t think to study the anus at the same time as the throat and face. 

         Look at the activity of smoking in relation to sex and death.  Got a light?  The ritual of smoking a peace pipe goes way back in history.  Hollywood shows smoking as a part of foreplay leading to a sexual exchange.  Also, a last cigarette for the wounded soldier as he dies, or for the prisoner on death row before he is killed.  One last return to the FFAF before sex and death.  So, the link  of death and sex is the fetal memory of sex during pregnancy.  Its as plain as the nose on our face.  We all had to kill a part of ourself to survive the suffocating effect of maternal orgasm.  Again, sex and death linked with smoking.  Look at the perfect mirror that smoking is with 100′s of carcinogens.  This mirrors the buildup in the blood of metabolic waste in the womb as the urterus is contracted and no blood is flowing in either direction along the umbilical cord.  When the two umbilical arteries are unable to pass off the metabolic waste to the placenta, the waste is forced to continue to travel into the legs via the iliac artery.  We suck/push harder and harder to maintain homeostasis, but kill a part of ourself  we must,, the varicose veins in our legs reflect this early memory, the freckels, high blood pressure, on and on with the myriad of disease names and eventual death I feel can be traced back to this sex education from our parents in the womb.   Not to put the guilt  trip on our parents as they simply did to us what was done to them.  The real guilt finger is that our creator commanded us not to have sex during pregancy.  See my post on Science and Religion – http://myotherhalf.blog.com/2009/12/16/left-right-brainscience-religion/   According to the OAHSPE Bible,  the pattern of sex seen in the animals is that after conception, there is not sex during gestation.  This is a reminder of how we should treat our offspring as humans… But we have free will to choose and forever the carnal senses have won out, giving lower angels a playground in our senses.  The trade off is the gradual destruction of our physical body and death as our body returns to the fetal position.  Many attempts at physical immortality have been attempted over the course of earths history and all have failed to my knowledge.  I have friends in Scottsdale Arizona in the People Unlimited Inc organization that are promoting living forever.  http://www.people-unlimited-inc.com/index.html  They are learning to tap into this FFAF as they meet together.  A fish out of water eventually dies and they are learning how to nourish one another and me.  We all breathed like a fish in the womb and when we are born, the journey of trying to get back in begins.    We are all “Fish out of water”.  What  is happening with my friends and myself is reconnecting to when we were whole, still connected at the gut to our cord and placenta.  It creates a sea of immortal electric energy like we all had to a degree in the womb when our parents were not fucking things up for us.  These fetal memories of  pain & pleasure from the womb are stimulated and are  brought out in the open in Scottsdale and I am thinking of moving back there and swimming with them again in the nourishing sea of immortal bodies. 

            We create no smoking laws to further suppress the memories.  Its two sides of the same coin, nothing right or  wrong about smoking, its just an honest addiction which reflects the FFAF.  So next time you light up a cigarette, or if you don’t smoke, just observe someone else smoking, remember this post and ponder, maybe there is something to this FFAF.  kind regards, Jeff