Cord&Placenta

Hello, This is exciting to me to share my journey of discovering the contents of the memories I experienced during my 9 month incarceration in my mothers womb.  Incarceration may sound harsh simply because it stirs the reality of the pain pleasure complex within yourself.  If you choose to read on, I will do my best to take you back to your other half, your cord and placenta and the feeling of wholeness you felt whenever mom and dad weren’t fucking things up for you as you tried to create a beautiful body, be you male or female, the memories are within you and in todays terminology are called the “subconscious mind”.  The awareness of the effect parents have on the developing fetus are being studied intensely in every arena except the effect of maternal orgasm on the fetus.  For some reason, (resistance to the pain/pleasure complex) researchers have been kept at bay from observing the real time reaction of the fetus to maternal orgasm.  I have found a way to access that memory.  It began about 10 years ago as I struggled to understand how I could be responsible for the pain I was experiencing from my divorce.  Pain is resisted in society as evidenced by all the legal and illegal drugs, alchohol, etc that suppress memory of the pain.  Love is the only way to rise through our pain.  Pain is the capstone to memory,   again,,, Pain is the capstone to memory….Watsu is a form of rebirthing using warm water, a snokel, a noseplug, and a facilitator which I tried about 18 years ago.  In 1994, I discovered that the pain of water up my nose was the capstone to the memories of my 9 months inutero.  This manifested as a very strong naval pulsing that always followed eliciting the nasal pain with water.  This naval pulsing has been a consistent part of my journey each and every time I curl up in my bathtub with my snorkel and gently draw water across my nasal membranes one at a time.  I call it my happy place, its like going back to my feelings I had when I was hooked up to my other half, my cord & placenta.   My pain/pleasure complex imposed inutero by my well meaning and loving parents has revealed itself to me one layer at a time over the past 13 years.  The purpose of this blog is to gradually put into print my experiential knowledge in the hope that maybe you will want to remember your own wholeness.   All for now,  Jeff Schofield  D.C.