This is a huge topic to me as I have spent 12 years now unraveling from my own subconscious mind the way I “breathed” in the womb. The pulsing of my naval has been a constant part of this journey. Each time I elicit the nasal pain by gently drawing water one nostril at a time across my nasal membranes my naval begins to pulse. I can feel this pulse at specific other points which are synchronized with the naval pulse. These points include the heart reflex points on the hands and feet, my eyelids blinking, the right half of my soft palate, the right occiput and temporal bone area, and the bridge of my nose area. These points will pulse the strongest right after I elicit the nasal pain. I use a snorkel and curl up in the fetal position in my very deep bathtub which I fill with warm water to mimic the cellular memories from the womb. I have tried many water additives over these 12 years to awaken the nasal memories as they occured in the womb. Currently I use 2 tsp of Hawaiin Sea Salt and 2-3 tsp of Redmond Clay each time I go “down under”. I was introduced to colonics 15 years or so ago and had learned how to give myself a colonic. I did colonics on a regular basis prior to 1996 when I first started eliciting the nasal pain. The intensity of the nasal pain stirred such a physical detoxification that I found it absolutely necessary to do a colonic and soak together so I could keep working at whatever job I was doing at the time. The fascination with my research has been my priority and the other aspects of my life have revolved around this journey back into the feelings of the womb experience. I have been the only participant in this research until last year when Claire decided to join me. Every other person I have shared this IUB with in the past 12 years has had such a resistance to these memories within themselves that they have justified judging my efforts as wrong, evil, bla bla bla bla bla. Yet they had not the courage to prove them wrong by simply trying what I did. We have all spent our time in the womb and these memories are in all people, each with their unique patterns. Claire is writing her experiences down and I am enjoying having her share her experiences with me. Maybe in time she will be interested in sharing her experiences. The physical healing rewards make it worth the effort so I hope my humble attempt to communicate is helpful to you.
So, back to the actual IUB. There is a relaxed form of the IUB which is so nourishing, comforting and healing that I call it my happy place. The pulsing and pain are more intense when I first draw water across the ethmoid plate which are the nerves in the nasal passage which sense different aromas. I am curled in the fetal and simply love the pain while keeping perfectly still. Since all of the womb memories are recorded in the fetal position, I find that remembering this experience of the IUB can best be remembered in the stillnes of the fetal position. Each time has different sensations which prevents boredom. The peace and calm that follows the storm of pain is so worth it. I am able to exit my bath and sleep so soundly. Its like whatever stress I have experienced since my last trip down under is wiped away and I go back to my happy place. So first let me share the areas of the body involved with the IUB. The pulsing happens on its own, but the fetus has conscious control of just 2 mechanical aspects of the IUB, how hard we suck and how hard we push. There are an unlimited number of settings or control tools we have to regulate the flow of blood back and forth from the placenta. The umbilical cord has 2 arteries and 1 vein. The blood flows simultneously in both directions along the cord so the fetus has the ability to create a sucking action and a pushing action simultaneously. The anatomy of where the 2 arteries and 1 vein go to after entering the naval is what creates this control mechanism. The vein is bringing 02 and glucose from the mom and this enters the naval and goes toward the heart and dumps into the hepatic vein which is then shunted into the Rt. Atrium of the heart to be sent to the rest of the growing fetus. The two arteries on the other hand travel toward the feet and branch off the iliac artery on our inner thigh. The blood from the iliac arteries is full of metabolic waste and CO2 laden red blood cells. I would encourage you to google ”fetal circulation” and look at some of the excellent movies, diagrams etc available to get a grasp on what is known about the fetal circulation. Experts still admit there are gray areas. I have been tapping into the actual record within myself, so I read what they have learned and try to correlate it with the feelings I experience ”down under”.
There are 3 diaphragms which work to create this push/suck force in the umbilical cord. The pelvic, thoracic, and soft palate. You use these each time you go # 2 to create the pressure to push out your pooh. We used these in the womb to push our “pooh” out the 2 arteries. Sucking on a straw or cigarette is the same action we used in the womb to draw nutrients along the umbilical cord. We drank amniotic fluid through our nose and mouth and then would urinate every 30 minutes and inevitably drink a small amount of our urine. The resistance to this memory is intense, isn’t it:):). The amount we drank would determine the intrathoracic pressure which would help control the pressure at the naval. Now, we had these controls but they are no match for uterine orgasm which stops the flow of blood coming and going. These are the storms we learned to survive by controling how hard we sucked & pushed. Watch how a fish breaths and then try to mimic it. We learned to utilize these controls and did our best against parents who had also learned to utilize these controls and they subconsciously wanted their children to be just like them so they would teach their children about sex long before they were even born. Sex education begins in the womb, like it or not my friend. With the uterus contracted, we went into our survival routine which we had to act out each time mom and dad did it. We would gorge on amniotic fluid till our eyes were bulging and then vomit it back out to create a change in the pressure at the naval. Anaerobic metabolism was forced on us as the C02 built up. The blood is shunted to the core organs like in drowning victims. The skin is painfully cut off and this memory fuels the tatoo and piercing industry. Tatoos are a way of expressing the painful memories of fetal asphyxia. So you goody two shoe moms and dads that can’t understand the language of the tatoo and piercings, it is a reflection of your sex education to your child before they were born. How’s that for a guilt trip. Yet, you were merely doing what was done to you by your well meaning parents. The major control center for the push/suck mechanism was in the throat area. Kissing with pursed lips is the same action we used to create a sucking pressure at the naval. A big smile is the facial action we used to push at the naval. You can practice going back and forth between pursed lips and a big grin while holding your breath and perhaps get in touch with your old survival pattern you used to survive the inuterine storms. If you can wrinkle your forehead back and forth, this was another set of muscles we used to change the naval pressure. The hair loss patterns are tied to these memories also but that is fodder for another blog. Can you wiggle your ears back and forth? Again, another set of muscles we used to change the pressure at the naval. How about all the wrinkles around the eyes, yet another set of muscles we used to change the presure at the naval. The crows feet wrinkles at the outside corners of the eyes also rocked back and forth in the push/suck mechanism I call the IUB. The sphincters of the rectum and bladder were also at work in the lower body expanding and contracting with each breath. Watch a chickens asshole as they breath sometime and you’ll see this pattern as it synchronizes with the diaphragm.
What the hell, the hair loss patterns are a reflection of the suffocation memories imposed during uterine orgasm. To make sense of this, I must intrduce the concept of mirror images. We start as a single cell at conception, divide into two mirror cells and continue dividing for about 40 generations by birth. About 12 more generations occur by age 18 when we stop growing. Yet our adult stem cells continue to renew our bodies throughout our life, we just don’t grow anymore. If your still with me, then here is the connection between balding/graying patterns and uterine orgasm. The hair of our bodies has mirror images in the cappilaries of the cord and placenta. The hair of the head is mirrored in the cappilaries at the uterine/placental junction. These cappilaries are woven between the uterine muscles and are clamped off during orgasm. This cellular memory later manifests as hair loss. Every part of our upper body has a mirror in the lower body as it came from the same tissue layer during embryonic development. So, some obvious mirrors would be the tongue and penis/clitoris, knees down & elbows down, occiput and sacrum. I have used applied kinesiology to ask the innate intelligence in the body what the mirror image is of every bone, muscle and organ of the body and have them listed in other writings. There are 3 one sided organs in the body, namely the spleen/pancreas, liver, and heart. The mirror image embryologically of these organs is housed in the placenta which has similar functions as these organs. The hair of the head is divided among the 3 organs with the hair on the top of the head represented by the liver, the hair on the sides of the head by spleen/pancreas, and the beard/facial hair representing the heart. The eyebrows are mirrored in the cappilaries of the 2 umbilical arteries after they enter the naval and the nasal hair is mirrored by the capillaries of the umbilical vein after in enters the naval. The mirror image of the cappilaries of the two umbilical arteries is mirrored by the armpit hair and the mirror image of the cappilaries of the umbilical vein is mirrored in the pubic hair. So all the body hair has energy connections to the cord and placental memories which we all loved and which has created a big industry that deal with washing, combing, brushing, cutting, coloring, curling, plucking, shaving, braiding(3 strands=2arteries and a vein), drying, perming, bla bla bla bla bla. All this attention to hair is simply a reflection of forgetting our IUB. When we are born, we are forced to breath air into our lungs to get our O2 so we gradually forget. By age 4-5, we have been trained by our elders to forget. Since I have been remembering the IUB, I have had interesting encounters with young children in that I will go into the IUB in their energy field and they will be so open and friendly with me that it scares their parents as their children are supposedly shy, yet the 2-3 year olds havn’t completely forgotten their IUB, thats why adults love to hold little babies, to remind them of the feelings they have suppressed. Some parents are openly judgemental against me as they have forgotten and can’t understand this non-verbal communication between me and their young child. The most common fear they justify judging me for is that I am a pedifile. In reality, they are the pedifile when they fucked their children in the womb. They sexually molested their own children. The resistance to this is why the media has so many stories about pedifiles because of the mass unconsciousness around the effect of sex during pregnancy on the developing fetus. I love being with the children and they love being with me, just breathing together. I attended a local church here in Monmouth and was drawn to working as an aid/teacher in the nursery with 2-3 year olds. The instructor had a hard time controlling some of the kids prior to my arrival, yet she would often say that I had a gift working with children. They could feel that I breathed the way that they did not too long ago. They were so happy as most adults have completly forgotten how to belly breath. Some oriental martial arts teach that the vital CHI energy comes from belly breathing.
I was so happy going to church to be with my kids, and they even let me teach a few lessons about Jesus which I loved doing as we breathed together. Having been raised in the Mormon Faith raised some concerns by the parents so the preacher and elders sat in on one of my lessons and they were touched in their hearts as to the reality that the kids really loved me, plus I toned my lessons to fit into the bible only beliefs. To me it was just about loving the kids and they got it. I was accepted until I decided to write an article in the Monmouth Paper which expressed my views on Sex during Pregnancy. I was quickly removed from the children by the fears this raised in the hearts of the parents who had been letting me teach their children. Anyway, I have to get to work soon so all for now. Jeff