Fetal Origins of War
I watched Winter Warrior on Free Speech TV today. I am thankful for the bravery of those who spoke of their experiences in Iraq and Afghanistan. Check out their website www.ivaw.org to hear and see for yourself. My heart ’s desire as the self proclaimed last peaceful warrior is to expose the origins of the killer consciousness which exists in the minds and hearts of us all, whether we kill cockroaches or humans. The origins go back to the cummulative effect since the beginning of procreation of the effect of maternal orgasm on the psyche of the developing fetus. Guns are an outward manifestation of the umbilical cord. I have described the IUB (inuterine breathing mechanism) in a previous post so a brief review is all I will enter here. The only control mechansism we had as a fetus to support the fluid dynamics in the umbilical cord was how hard we sucked and how hard we pushed. This involved the synchronized use of the muscles of the throat and groin to effect the naval hydaulic pressure. Consider how often suicide is committed by putting a gun in the mouth and shooting the throat area. What a statement. All forms of killing, torture & dehumanization are attempts to communicate and live out the feelings we experienced in the womb when we were forced to endure the effects of maternal orgasm. Our original weaon was shaped like a sword and shield, cord & placenta and the earlier forms of weapons reflected the feeling of defending our homeland in the womb. We were bombarded by well meaning parents who were bombarded by their well meaning parents with the suffocation experiences they experienced in the womb when their parents engaged in sex during pregnancy. Of all Gods creations, only human mammals engage in sexual intercourse after conception. Since time is the human creation reflecting the placental memories, its no wonder that the angel in Revelations 10:6 sware by him that liveth for ever and ever, who created heaven, and the things that therein are , and the earth, and the things that therein are, and the sea, and the things which are therein, that there should be time no longer:….All the animals, birds and fishes hold the keys to the end of time as these creations are programmed not to engage in sex during pregnancy. Its Gods Ace in the hole so to speak. I currently work with horses at a breeding farm near my home and the owner, Craig, told me that a pregnant mare will kick and kill any stallion that tries to mount her when she is pregnant. The same pattern is found in all mammals. Since horsepower is used to describe the power an engine has and the auto industry makes so much money off of this desire we have for mechanical control over life, let us look at the automatic machine gun as the perfect reflection of the control mechanism we exerted in the womb to deal with being suffocated and killed in part by our parents. The movie “The Matrix” illustrated very well the effects of machines in dehumanizing humanity as we were in that movies plot an eveready battery fueling the machines. I have experienced a memory which felt like my naval was like a machine gun. Any child playing army has done the ah,ah,ah,ah,ah,ah,ah,ah,ah,ah sound as he pointed a stick at his playmates as they acted out killing each other. This memory came to me as I was using some of the rebirthing techniques I have mentioned in my other blog entries. The bodily action is the same at the naval whether we are laughing or crying where the gut and specifically the naval have repeated bursts of pressure focused there as the throat and groin muscles work in concert to create this action at the naval. Try it yourself and see the simplicity of how a machine gun is merely an extension of the inuterine memories when we had to use survival variations of the IUB. The more times a fetus has to call on these survival mechanisms, the more of a natural born killer he or she becomes as an adult. Many children are born with handicaps which are linked to a challenge with these survival mechanisms. Personally, I have remembered being a vanishing twin. This means that I had a twin sister who died as a result of my parents having sex during pregnancy. I was forced as she was to use these survival mechanisms and we battled each other for resources. My mother confirmed after I had remembered this experience that she had bled for 3 days at 3 months gestation and thought she would lose me. The history of our first 3 months in the womb was blissful as my father was working in Vernal, Utah (his birthplace) in the mountains as a loggers helper. My mother was working in Las Vegas, NV for an attorney so there was no sex going on and my sister and I were sharing a womb together. :):) Mom and Dad were missing each other so a move was decided upon and a trailer was set up so Mom, my older brother Mark, and Dad could be together in Vernal, UT to do what all couples do that have been apart for a while, they had sex. Little did they realize that they were going to kill my twin sister, cause me to feel like it was my fault, and effect my attitude to women as a state of complete distrust. This led to all the challenges I have experienced in my marriages and relationships. The power of the subconscious mind is awesome. I am not sure who said it, but the saying “The hand that rocks the cradle rules the world” is a tribute to a mothers influence on the wars of life. I have always wanted to please my parents but now realize that my good son syndrome was based on the fears of the womb and the heartaches my parents have felt as I have woken up to who I am are well deserved for the pains they unknowingly imposed on me. I have been ostrasized by my Mormon family as I have looked too deeply into my being for them to handle the pain in themselves. So, as I have said many times, people would rather die than remember the inuterine experiences and hence death still rules on this planet. The end of time will hopefully fullfil my hearts desire of having my parents, x-wifes, lovers, and children see eye to eye with me. We are all one.
One other thought I had was that our birth obviously involved the cutting off of the cord and placenta. The sword and shield I mentioned earlier are weapons that go deep into all cultures. The art of sword making in the Asian world is well respected by those familiar with that arena. My point is that the sword becomes an extension of oneself just as it was in the womb. It draws blood. The intimacy of war that exposes the fact that we all bleed whether friend or foe returns us once again to the inuterine memories.
We have romantisized and religionized war. Consider the classic symbol of the devil as a black and red suited triple spear wielding bad guy. Relate the triple spear to the 2 arteries and 1 vein in the umbilical cord and again, the subconscious mind has given us someone to blame all our troubles on. The primary color we experienced in the womb was black and red. You can see how these colors are used to control the masses based on the inuterine experience.
Gambling used these colors relentlessly, whether in poker cards, or the roulette wheel, or the obvious slot machine with its umbilical handle. I have been to the riverboat casinos locally and seen the advances in using all colors of the rainbow to entice folks into tapping into the inuterine memories where the red blood cells are the money and the feeling of winning something for nothing is based on the memory of the free lunch we continuously recieved as we were in the womb.
Our first country of origin, our first piece of land, our first bank, our first clock & our first weapon are cord & placental memories in their natural outward expression. So when you complain about your country, your property, your banker, your time schedule or the war in Iraq, just remember that we are all living out the memories of the inuterine experience. Until we remember our wholeness which includes the memories we have stored in the subconsciousness inuterine memories when we still were attached to our other half, we will still sing the song, ” and I still havn’t found what I’m looking for”. Then we will remember our true state as androgenous beings and express our innate masculine and feminine qualities in perfect balance, end time, end death, end tears and create heaven on earth by simply remembering that we created the mess and thus can uncreate it. This is my vision and hope as a human being striving for my own perfection.
I realize that my story of 12 years of searching for the truth will tug at your comfort zones as it has at mine, but my journey started when I made a covenant with my Heavenly Father that if he would reveal the truth to me as how to heal my Daughter Jennifer, I would take whatever the consequences of that covenant might bring. My Heavenly Father has been the only one to be with me through my trials of Divorce, Shame, Guilt, loss of the affection of my own family, loss of my position as a respected Chiropractor, loss of a good income, to follow the direction of my Heavenly Father whom I call the “I AM” in me. See the I AM Religious Activity in Shaumburg, IL on the web to gain an insight to the effect of the words I AM in your own being. As I was directed by the true light in myself, I was led step by step to the simplicity of the origins of the ills of society. It has all been perfectly recorded in my own subconscious mind with the chrystals of suppressed thought, word, and emotion revealing the true nature of death and dying which rules on this planet. A website, www.howweheal.com is the best resource I could point you to to begin to experience the effect of your own thought, words, and emotions on your health. Doug Morrison, my friend, has written a book, How We Heal, which I highly recommend for any interested in their own perfection. I am a highly evolved person of principle and obedience to correct principles is the only way I can obtain the blessings of heaven. In order to be obedient to the higher laws of perfection, I have let go of organized religion as all in that web must eventually do to master themselves. I love all humans as I love myself so I would ask no more of you than I have been willing to do myself. Fair Enough!!!!!!
My Daughter Jennifer is at the core of my pain complex. As a new father, I could not comprehend how a good little Mormon boy who had done everything right could have a daughter born with Cerebral Palsy. I looked in corners most would not look for answers while I was married and have continued that pattern even after my Divorce from Suzanne, the mother of all 4 of my children. Oh the pain in my heart as a loving father to find the answer to my Daughter Jennifer’s handicap. I prayed for guidance, pleaded with God to show me the truth and covenanted to follow that guidance. How could I have known the path that covenant would lead me on. My Heavenly Father loves me so much and has shown me the truth, yet I am rejected by those that put me on the path to find and know the truth. My children never call me it seems, yet I do call them and they respond with tones of disapproval which are merely sounding the voice of their mother, Suzanne, who seems to have a quest to destroy my credibility as a healer not only in eyes of my children and her parents, but also my parents and my brothers and sisters. The backstabbing blackmail pain I have experienced as I have felt and loved this pain has led me to the pain of my inuterine experienced when my twin sister was killed and lost forever. She was my best buddy, I loved her as myself, and then to have my parents kill her to get off on the death energies she released during her demise to support and refuel the death they experienced at the hands of their parents was a cruel programming of rebellion against them that I have given back to them, their prized son, such a saturdays warrior, (mormon rhetoric), to divorce from my eternal mate, leave my children, and lose the life they had so carefully planned for me to live. The only desire of this was to justify their own demise as promised by the painful memories inflicted by their well meaning parents as they fucked the shit out of them. Parenthood is nothing more than God’s insurance policy that immortality will eventually occur. See, Physical Immortality is the original divine plan of our I AM or heavenly father.
The law of the I AM is such a blessing to comprehend as it sets you free from organized religion. You realize that the eternal flame of your own heart is the law of the beings of every person on the planet. Each culture is different simply because the traditions of the fathers have qualified this light to fit the subconscious memory of the inuterine suffocation memories imposed for generations by the practice of maternal orgasm during gestation. As these memories in all cultures come to the surface and are acted out, wars by the USA are waged against those countries that choose to act out on the terrorism imposed by their well meaning parents. Viet Namh was acted out against people that ate embryonic chickens and the resistance to those memories in the subconscious of the Americans caused a justification of the war. The Iraq war is waged against a people that have many wives as this was gods law of polygamy to keep men from fucking their pregnant wives. The Iraqi people are extremely family oriented as are the mormons that I was born into. The intent of the Law of Polygamy was to give the fetus a chance to develop without having the shit fucked out of him. Brigham Young, my example growing up had 18 wives and I assume that he didn’t need to fuck his pregnant wives. The divine purpose of the Law of Polygamy was to create a socially acceptable way of directing the natural urges of the male to ejaculate away from his pregnant wives. The reason the American Government rejected, persecuted, and suppressed the law of polygamy was that it stirred what I call the my piece of meat syndrome. Our first piece of meat was our placenta and our other half in the human experience is our spouse. For someone to fuck our spouse or have more than one piece of meat to fuck was so revealing of the pain of the inuterine experience of fetal suffocation when there were 3 people involved, mom, dad, and the baby. All the love songs refer to our love as “baby”/ like baby baby don’t get hooked on me, cause I’ll just use you then I’ll set you free.” The love songs speak so well of this web of pain from the inuterine suffocation memories its as plain as the nose on you face mother fucker.
The ejaculation and the orgasm of the male/female sexual experience is nothing more or less than the manifestation of the suffocation memories of the inuterine experience imposed by fetal orgasm during pregnancy. This memory was intended in the beginning to ensure the procreation of the species. The original divine plan was to come to earth, recieve a body, perfect it and ascend as Jesus did. This obviously hasn’t been happening as we have collectively rebelled against our own divine spark, and created God as someone seperate and apart from ourself. Sex was divinely intended for procreation but the downfall of all civilizations has been the need to gratify the natural urges of the sexual experience. If we realize that the sexual energy of our being is intended to keep us alive forever instead of insuring our immortality through our children, then we can see the wisdom in only using sex as a way of procreating and refrain from creating natural born killers by fucking our children in the womb. The guttoral language associated with the emotion of anger says it quite simply in the common phrase, “God Damn Mother Fucker” which would be the unheard voice of the fetus saying, Get off me you god damn mother fucker. The mother is called a God Damn Cock Sucker as she would suck on the cock that would eventually penetrate the vagina and stimulate the uterine orgasm which the fetus experienced as suffocation. So, again, the guttoral language is spoken in every culture and is the language of the fetal memories. We generally put anyone who acts out on these fetal memories in jail and call them such names as pedifiles, rapists, murderers, or internet predators, yet if we step back and without judgement ask what they are trying to express in their actions which they know are against the rules of society, we see a fetus doing what was done to them in the womb. They are the honest ones who are feeling and acting on their feelings as the consciousness of this mother fucking planet is being raised by the perfected beings of the ascended masters. The Ascended ones are unable to interfere with the free will of the individual so they just love us and in that love, there are those of us that are waking up to our own divinity, our own right to perfection, our own right to precipitation of ll we need from the etherial, not need for banks as gold is just a thought away. No wonder the forces of darkness in the banking industry want to keep us asleep. I believe that all of us can collectively change our consciousness, remember our divinity and reclaim our own divinity as Gods and Goddesses. It will take courage which will be there when we need it. Thanks again to the veterans that I mentioned at the beginning of this blog who today voiced their resistance to the war in Iraq based on their personal experience. good night, I AM Jeff Schofield D.C.
One other thought I had was that our birth obviously involved the cutting off of the cord and placenta. The sword and shield I mentioned earlier are weapons that go deep into all cultures. The art of sword making in the Asian world is well respected by those familiar with that arena. My point is that the sword becomes an extension of oneself just as it was in the womb. It draws blood. The intimacy of war that exposes the fact that we all bleed whether friend or foe returns us once again to the inuterine memories.
We have romantisized and religionized war. Consider the classic symbol of the devil as a black and red suited triple spear wielding bad guy. Relate the triple spear to the 2 arteries and 1 vein in the umbilical cord and again, the subconscious mind has given us someone to blame all our troubles on. The primary color we experienced in the womb was black and red. You can see how these colors are used to control the masses based on the inuterine experience.
Gambling used these colors relentlessly, whether in poker cards, or the roulette wheel, or the obvious slot machine with its umbilical handle. I have been to the riverboat casinos locally and seen the advances in using all colors of the rainbow to entice folks into tapping into the inuterine memories where the red blood cells are the money and the feeling of winning something for nothing is based on the memory of the free lunch we continuously recieved as we were in the womb.
Our first country of origin, our first piece of land, our first bank, our first clock & our first weapon are cord & placental memories in their natural outward expression. So when you complain about your country, your property, your banker, your time schedule or the war in Iraq, just remember that we are all living out the memories of the inuterine experience. Until we remember our wholeness which includes the memories we have stored in the subconsciousness inuterine memories when we still were attached to our other half, we will still sing the song, ” and I still havn’t found what I’m looking for”. Then we will remember our true state as androgenous beings and express our innate masculine and feminine qualities in perfect balance, end time, end death, end tears and create heaven on earth by simply remembering that we created the mess and thus can uncreate it. This is my vision and hope as a human being striving for my own perfection.
I realize that my story of 12 years of searching for the truth will tug at your comfort zones as it has at mine, but my journey started when I made a covenant with my Heavenly Father that if he would reveal the truth to me as how to heal my Daughter Jennifer, I would take whatever the consequences of that covenant might bring. My Heavenly Father has been the only one to be with me through my trials of Divorce, Shame, Guilt, loss of the affection of my own family, loss of my position as a respected Chiropractor, loss of a good income, to follow the direction of my Heavenly Father whom I call the “I AM” in me. See the I AM Religious Activity in Shaumburg, IL on the web to gain an insight to the effect of the words I AM in your own being. As I was directed by the true light in myself, I was led step by step to the simplicity of the origins of the ills of society. It has all been perfectly recorded in my own subconscious mind with the chrystals of suppressed thought, word, and emotion revealing the true nature of death and dying which rules on this planet. A website, www.howweheal.com is the best resource I could point you to to begin to experience the effect of your own thought, words, and emotions on your health. Doug Morrison, my friend, has written a book, How We Heal, which I highly recommend for any interested in their own perfection. I am a highly evolved person of principle and obedience to correct principles is the only way I can obtain the blessings of heaven. In order to be obedient to the higher laws of perfection, I have let go of organized religion as all in that web must eventually do to master themselves. I love all humans as I love myself so I would ask no more of you than I have been willing to do myself. Fair Enough!!!!!!
My Daughter Jennifer is at the core of my pain complex. As a new father, I could not comprehend how a good little Mormon boy who had done everything right could have a daughter born with Cerebral Palsy. I looked in corners most would not look for answers while I was married and have continued that pattern even after my Divorce from Suzanne, the mother of all 4 of my children. Oh the pain in my heart as a loving father to find the answer to my Daughter Jennifer’s handicap. I prayed for guidance, pleaded with God to show me the truth and covenanted to follow that guidance. How could I have known the path that covenant would lead me on. My Heavenly Father loves me so much and has shown me the truth, yet I am rejected by those that put me on the path to find and know the truth. My children never call me it seems, yet I do call them and they respond with tones of disapproval which are merely sounding the voice of their mother, Suzanne, who seems to have a quest to destroy my credibility as a healer not only in eyes of my children and her parents, but also my parents and my brothers and sisters. The backstabbing blackmail pain I have experienced as I have felt and loved this pain has led me to the pain of my inuterine experienced when my twin sister was killed and lost forever. She was my best buddy, I loved her as myself, and then to have my parents kill her to get off on the death energies she released during her demise to support and refuel the death they experienced at the hands of their parents was a cruel programming of rebellion against them that I have given back to them, their prized son, such a saturdays warrior, (mormon rhetoric), to divorce from my eternal mate, leave my children, and lose the life they had so carefully planned for me to live. The only desire of this was to justify their own demise as promised by the painful memories inflicted by their well meaning parents as they fucked the shit out of them. Parenthood is nothing more than God’s insurance policy that immortality will eventually occur. See, Physical Immortality is the original divine plan of our I AM or heavenly father.
The law of the I AM is such a blessing to comprehend as it sets you free from organized religion. You realize that the eternal flame of your own heart is the law of the beings of every person on the planet. Each culture is different simply because the traditions of the fathers have qualified this light to fit the subconscious memory of the inuterine suffocation memories imposed for generations by the practice of maternal orgasm during gestation. As these memories in all cultures come to the surface and are acted out, wars by the USA are waged against those countries that choose to act out on the terrorism imposed by their well meaning parents. Viet Namh was acted out against people that ate embryonic chickens and the resistance to those memories in the subconscious of the Americans caused a justification of the war. The Iraq war is waged against a people that have many wives as this was gods law of polygamy to keep men from fucking their pregnant wives. The Iraqi people are extremely family oriented as are the mormons that I was born into. The intent of the Law of Polygamy was to give the fetus a chance to develop without having the shit fucked out of him. Brigham Young, my example growing up had 18 wives and I assume that he didn’t need to fuck his pregnant wives. The divine purpose of the Law of Polygamy was to create a socially acceptable way of directing the natural urges of the male to ejaculate away from his pregnant wives. The reason the American Government rejected, persecuted, and suppressed the law of polygamy was that it stirred what I call the my piece of meat syndrome. Our first piece of meat was our placenta and our other half in the human experience is our spouse. For someone to fuck our spouse or have more than one piece of meat to fuck was so revealing of the pain of the inuterine experience of fetal suffocation when there were 3 people involved, mom, dad, and the baby. All the love songs refer to our love as “baby”/ like baby baby don’t get hooked on me, cause I’ll just use you then I’ll set you free.” The love songs speak so well of this web of pain from the inuterine suffocation memories its as plain as the nose on you face mother fucker.
The ejaculation and the orgasm of the male/female sexual experience is nothing more or less than the manifestation of the suffocation memories of the inuterine experience imposed by fetal orgasm during pregnancy. This memory was intended in the beginning to ensure the procreation of the species. The original divine plan was to come to earth, recieve a body, perfect it and ascend as Jesus did. This obviously hasn’t been happening as we have collectively rebelled against our own divine spark, and created God as someone seperate and apart from ourself. Sex was divinely intended for procreation but the downfall of all civilizations has been the need to gratify the natural urges of the sexual experience. If we realize that the sexual energy of our being is intended to keep us alive forever instead of insuring our immortality through our children, then we can see the wisdom in only using sex as a way of procreating and refrain from creating natural born killers by fucking our children in the womb. The guttoral language associated with the emotion of anger says it quite simply in the common phrase, “God Damn Mother Fucker” which would be the unheard voice of the fetus saying, Get off me you god damn mother fucker. The mother is called a God Damn Cock Sucker as she would suck on the cock that would eventually penetrate the vagina and stimulate the uterine orgasm which the fetus experienced as suffocation. So, again, the guttoral language is spoken in every culture and is the language of the fetal memories. We generally put anyone who acts out on these fetal memories in jail and call them such names as pedifiles, rapists, murderers, or internet predators, yet if we step back and without judgement ask what they are trying to express in their actions which they know are against the rules of society, we see a fetus doing what was done to them in the womb. They are the honest ones who are feeling and acting on their feelings as the consciousness of this mother fucking planet is being raised by the perfected beings of the ascended masters. The Ascended ones are unable to interfere with the free will of the individual so they just love us and in that love, there are those of us that are waking up to our own divinity, our own right to perfection, our own right to precipitation of ll we need from the etherial, not need for banks as gold is just a thought away. No wonder the forces of darkness in the banking industry want to keep us asleep. I believe that all of us can collectively change our consciousness, remember our divinity and reclaim our own divinity as Gods and Goddesses. It will take courage which will be there when we need it. Thanks again to the veterans that I mentioned at the beginning of this blog who today voiced their resistance to the war in Iraq based on their personal experience. good night, I AM Jeff Schofield D.C.
