MORE=My Other Red Ego
Red was my favorite color as a boy. Now it is violet. Gods rainbow set red as the low color and violet as the high color. Light is the foundation on which god created all things. So, whats with the “other” red ego. What is it that would inspire such a title to a blog? Well, if you must know the answer, it is the placenta or my red womb with a view where my placenta was my source of a multitude of life giving goodies. I sucked up to my placenta as it controlled my life in most every way. This time piece even had a tick tock from moms heartbeat. I would twist and turn in “my space”. I struggled at first to learn how to best suck up to my placenta, but over time, I got the swallowing, sucking, vomiting, regurgitation, coughing, hiccuping, sneezing mechansisms under control. I generally didn’t have to use the more vomiting, regurgitation, coughing, hiccuping, sneezing mechanisms. It was only when mom and dad would kiss, and snuggle and rock me around that this red ego would turn into a red devil, a monster, a vampire, attempting to rob me of my goodies…..and then it would go back to its old self and I would attempt to clean up the mess but never had time as I had to go to work on the next layer of this building project I started after mom and dad kissed and snuggled a while back. They keep snuggling and kissing and I seem to be ok, but I am not happy with the pain and crap that builds up each time they kiss and snuggle. My heart got scarred and scared each time, but I guess thats just normal, isn’t it? Sometimes it feels like my heart will burst when the snuggle, but somehow things calm back down as I do the hiccups etc. I think they do this snuggling too much, but maybe they need my energy to heal the scarred and scared heart they recieved when their parents kissed and snuggled. I will gladly give all my heart to them. My parents are so big and strong, they must be right about all this pain and pleasure business. Sometimes, I wish they would just leave me alone so I can lay down some beautiful skin that will stay young forever, but the way its looks, that isn’t likely to happen. All these deadlines for tissue production go on with or without me consent and sometimes the crap left from mom and dads snuggles gets stuck in the fat. Maybe thats what happened to mom in the womb. Jesus got off lucky as he didn’t have to deal with all this crap. I wonder why God made all the animals, birds and fish to have sex for conception only, and then man and women think its OK??? I think I would turn out so much better if my dad wouln’t do the snuggling bit and just kiss my mom. Its not till they do the snuggling bit that I feel so droggy, helpless and out of air. My room seems to get smaller and then my red ego turns into this blood sucking vampire. It goes away, but theres so much mess to clean up and I just don’t have the energy for it. I guess I am stuck with my red ego so I will make the best of it till I am ripe and ready to be picked. I bet if mom and dad knew how I feel, they wouldn’t kiss and snuggle so much, but they have forgotten so I am doing my best to survive this. If I ever get out of here, I will definately not recommend it to my friends. This Hotel is the pits. Thats enough for now, till next time, I AM pisssssssed offfffffffff and you shoudn’t piss off the great I AM as he has a huge bladder.
Hi friends, that was my red ego talking, so now for some of the latest research on fetal develpment, especially pharyngeal dilation. Recent Ultrasound studies have observed the fetus swallowing, hiccuping, sneezing, vomiting, and rhythmic pharyngeal dialation. Go to Pub Med and look up (fetal swallowing). Researchers don’t know what this rhythmic pharyngeal dialation is for as its always going on. This is the “sucking up” mechanism I have called the IUB (inuterine breathing mechanism). Its a very gentle movement involving all of the muscles in the throat, mouth and nasal passage. These muscles attach into the atlas, hyoid bones, lacrimal bone, uvula, voicebox, base of skull, mandible, maxillary bone etc. The point being, this is the first set of muscles we were consciously in control of in the womb. As the rest of the muscles of the limbs and trunk develop, they are the second set of muscles we consciously controlled. This is why miracles have occured when a Chiropractor Adjusts the atlas. Also. thats why when you kiss on the mouth, you fall in love. One of the rules of the sex trade taught by Julia Roberts on pretty women is don’t kiss your clients on the mouth or you will fall in love. Thats cause these muscles were the ones we used to deal with mom and dads kisses and snuggeles in the womb. We did the pharyngeal dilation with greater and greater intensity to overcome the uterine contractions effect of decreasing and then cutting off any flow in or out of the umbilical cord.
Lately, I have found a way to release these early struggles by doing trigger point therapy on these mouth, throat, voice box, hyoid and nasal passage muscles. I am referring to the vast net work of muscles that exist on the other side of the gag reflex. The current push for vaccinations for the HINI or swine flu vaccines is based on the collective resistance of humanity to the fetal memories of vomiting and wretching. I start by massaging one side till I gag then switch to the other side till I gag. I have found that the groin muscles and genitals have embryological mirror immages in the mouth area. 99% of people resist vomiting but we did it in the womb when mom and dad had sex and it wasn’t fun. Anyway, I use my thumb to massage back to the atlas tubercle, then swallow, which moves the soft palate away to reveal the nasal passage. My thumb slips up and around the corner into the nasal airway and there are thousands of very sensitive and painful trigger points in there. I gentle hold steady, direct pressure on the painful areas for 5-7 seconds as taught by Dr Raymond Nimmo. The principle is that all striated muscle has a normal nerve signal for postural tonus, but stresses (like sex during pregnancy) can cause a hyper signal. I have been releasing the painfully contracted muscles in the nasal passage, top of the soft palate, medial TMJ muscles with miraculous relaxation of the rest of my body. I alternated back and forth, my right side being my femine side and my left side being my masculine side and they are at “war” with each other since the struggle in the womb with my parents. As I do this, I have found it easier to take the pain by pleasuring myself with masturbation. Sometimes I will urinate with great pleasure and then ejaculate and vise versa while simulataneously treating the nasal muscles which also have erogenous zones. Consider how people need to tighten their throat muscles, hold their breath, auto erotic asphyxiation, to achieve orgasm and you will do and ah hahhhhhh…… I knew that, I just forgot. I am experiencing my suppressed female side by relaxing these nasal and throat muscles. I will feel waves of energy release to my arms and legs as I relax the nasal and voice box muscles. My knees, painful after running the BIX 7 mile marathon this year have cleared up and near as I can tell, the orign of the knee pain was tension in the muscles around the hyoid bone which I used my index finger to treat the tight painful muscles which attached into it. There has been a trememdous change by relaxing the first set of muscles I consciously controlled in the womb. As we are born and learn to crawl and walk, these muscles are the second set we consciously controlled and are overlaid on the first set, the atlas muscles. This accounts for the overwhelming number of miracle stories reported as Chiropractors would adjust the atlas vertebrae over the years. There is such a change and relaxation taking place in my being. The resistance to vomiting and wretching has kept most people from sticking their fingers down their throat or back up on top of the soft palate into the 2 big nasal passages which are the same size as my thumb. Perfect fit. People have stuck fingers in every body oriface as you are aware, yet the nasal passage has been left alone due to the gag. You can with practice and lots of vomiting and gagging get past this control point and relax that first sex of muscles you used in the womb to achieve pharyngeal dilation. You may not know this, but the rectum expands and contracts in synch with the phyaryngeal space and these upper and lower set of muscles worked together to maintain the simultaneous 2 way flow of fluid along the umbilical cord. That is why the observation of pharyngeal dilation is so huge, yet so subtle, in helping me understand how sex during pregnancy creates the pain/pleasure complex we see so profoundly manifesting in our relationships and society in the form of rape, theft, terrorism and war. The violation of the commandment of god not to lay with your wife during pregnancy is what has fueled war and terrorism with the gods and mortals since the beginning of creation when Jehovih gave us free will. I encourage you, if you have read this far, to give a book called OAHSPE a read. This book is brilliant. I hope you have the courage. It is all online, just google OAHSPE or buy a copy on Amazon. It contains the history of all the worlds current religions. Each religion had a lawgiver like moses and the same set of 10 commandments as we find in exodus of the old testament. The big different is that there is a commandment which in essence says do not lay with your wife during pregnancy, but nurture and care for her needs without sex. I feel that those who put the king james bible together omitted that law out of resistance to the record of the memory of sex during pregnancy in their own subconscious. It has resulted in our current stalemate around stem cell research from abortions leftovers. It is funny that the embryonic stem cell research uses the inner cell mass of the 8-10 day old embryo and throws out the cells of the outer layer which become the cord and placenta, or my other red ego.
Go figure. All for now, I AM Jeff
